i want to punch something.
No seriously. My life only consists of sleeping, college, working, and the occasional snack.
Somebody save me.
i want to punch something.
izzy, one of our kittens, has fallen asleep in my top dresser drawer.
if that isnt cute then idk what is
So I was having a great and dandy time, since I went and traded by regular Dishonored game for the GOTY edition, and bought my preorder, Beyond: Two Souls. I’ve even gotten a good chunk of my hw out of the way.
But what do my parents gotta do
They call me and Sam out, and give us this “end of times” talk and just bother the fuck outta me. Like, why the fuck would you do that. I mean, they went all up and said “its gonna happen in the next year we’re gonna have this one world government and so on and so forth and we’ll be gone and all the non-Christians will say it’s aliens.”
whats wrong with you why the fuck are you telling me this super depressing bullshit. I mean, if the worlds just gonna end whats the fucking point of continuing with college or work i mean there’s no point in the end right.
fuck you and your super depressing religion. I was having a great day and had fought off my depression and you gotta come around and do that. I already get depressed and question the meaning of everything so you just like tried to reaffirm it and now im confused.
this is why I don’t do religion. I prefer science and facts, thanks.
Now somebody go get me science and facts and prove my parents wrong okay.
Something’s wrong, but i don’t know what’s wrong or what’s up.
And that sucks because today has been such a good, productive day for me, too.
I passed both my sociology exam and quiz, and history midterm, and it’s not even 9:30 yet. I could do my english essay-quiz-thing buuut the teacher has kinda got me iffy on what it’s gonna be over. I hope it’s not a damn poem. I fucking hate analyzing poems with all of my soul.
Today has been too good and people have been too nice and other people that usually talk to me aren’t talking to me so something’s up.
I keep trying to tell myself it’s not me but there’s still this underlying feeling that somebody’s mad at me for something and uuuugh it’s stupid i hate it i want it to stop.
I’m confused, because I have free time and there’s so many things I could do but what the hell do i do first.
I don’t even know why did I even write this what was the point of this post.
I should take a shower
warm bodies is such a cute movie
it’s hard to do homework when you’re looking at porn
and it’s such good porn, too.
my dog has a whole bed to lay on but no she’s gotta come and lay on my desk.
she is so spoiled oh my god what have i don e.
my back does not hurt nearly as bad as it did this morning.
maybe getting up and moving around was exactly what I needed~
Yay more back pain. Still hurts in the same place it did yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that.
It wasn’t until yesterday at work did it actually become really painful, aaaand now it won’t go away. At least not when I’m awake, it seems to lessen when I’m sleeping.
Ugh just please go away I have things I want to do and I’d like to be able to move without pain to do them.
So I’m going to try and get all my homework done before Saturday so I can just chill and have fun that day with my bro on his b-day.
I don’t have an overbearing amount to do, but I’ll have to get on it tonight if I want to get it all done by Friday (or sooner).
As of now, I have:
Comparison Paper for English due tonight
History: Four definitions and essay question(s) as well as 3 comments for each (a total of 6 comments) due Wednesday.
English: Read story and answer two questions, post one comment by Sunday.
Sociology: Read chapters 8-9 and take Quiz 4, and complete assignment in discussion board by Sunday.
And I have work, which I’ll definitely be working tonight, Wednesday (unsure), Friday, and Sunday.
And I need more hours because this paycheck is going to suck so much.
But that’s how life is I guess.