I didn’t inform everybody that I was going to leave, but I’ve just come back from Gatlinburg. It was amazing, there’s so much more to do there than there is here where I live. We went to Dollywood and I was able to take a bunch of pictures, so expect a lot of them soon. Unfortunately there was no internet where I stayed, but that didn’t bother me any. I was actually proud of myself for not getting on my computer.
And I got new ear gauges, since I lost one of my old ones in Gatlinburg, and I like them a lot better.
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Hey there, love. I just read your post about wanting to talk to someone who has BPD. If you ever want to talk, I am here. I was diognosed with Borderline Personality Disorder in May. I was sent to a hospital for cutting and sucidal thoughts. I have massive paranoia issues-which can be funny to hear about sometimes, I have an eating disorder, generalized anxiety, and social pobia. I have been struggling with this for three years. I would be glad to help you out, and maybe get help from you.
Thank you. I can’t remember exactly when I was diagnosed, but I’ve been like this as far as I can remember. It probably wouldn’t have hurt if I had gotten help back then.
I’ve cut, I have the desire to every time I go into the bathroom. Though, I never really have had suicidal thoughts, mine are mainly just focused around hurting myself (or others) in odd ways. I’ve considered going to a mental hospital, but I fear being away from my parents and all would only make it worse.
Really? I have horrible paranoia as well. Sometimes over stupid things, to. Sometimes I wish I could find a way not to be so paranoid sometimes. I get jealous really easily to, especially over friends. That’s one thing I hate about me.
I have lots of anxiety, and I worry about everything. It can really get irritating sometimes, but for me, it’s not like I can just stop. As you can obviously see, I’ve also been stuggling. I would love to help or explain how I cope with certain things, and getting help would also be very nice. Thank you again.
I hate my personal finance teacher. He’s just to much for me, and so is this new hall monitor.
It’s like he makes a point to call on me everyday - and I can hardly take being called on in class without feeling a massive sense of dread come over me. He’s already given us a big project that we’re going to have to present in front of the class, and he gave this little sarcastic comment at the end of class “and if your shy and don’t like to talk in front of people - sorry.”
That just irritates the shit out of me, and I’ve already spent all day worrying about that presentation.
And this new hall monitor is just as bad; calling on me for my nose-ring when absolutely nobody fucking else notices. I don’t get her. Why is she the only person that notices when nobody else does?
So tomorrow, I’m going to go see if it’s not to late to switch to German. I miss that class anyway, and I adore the teacher. We were pretty god friends and he has a great understanding of what issues I have.